My Life .....(Lost in Crowd...)

i need to get free.... get some breathing time without people around me, time to reflect or maybe time to do nothing, not thinking, ....yeah, thats it, i need a few seconds to forget about the stresses of this world...............

i wanna get lost in a big city, not my city,...but a city where i know no one and no one know me..--no one know the girl who feels powerless cuz her life is always out of control,... no one know me........


to be alone in this crowded life would be nyce

My Life .....(with College ..)

Let me switch it up and give u a feel of my life outside of chi hoods

at school, i love talking to diff types of people, i learn from them and hopefully they learn something from me too. i learn more about my self... discovered what type a person i really am, beside my fam identity... i am truer and i am more connected with people...i listen sometimes... i look for diff perspectives...i think i want to travel..some of my friends have... i really want to go to England...if anyone got a good idea of how i can get there...shout out to me about it...

college years, fun year, growing up years

mistakes and lessons.......i think college years are defining the person i am now more than pre-college years which is amazing especially when u compare the years to each other. i mean u would think ur fam would influence u more than friends...syke!...my friendz rule me...sorry mom....

I LOVE TO WRITE and please dont proofread my blog now to prove that i am not a good writer..but u can critique and make comments ( i really hope critique is spelled right)

Holla at me , shout out to my friends and readers...whether that be one or 20

luv ya

My Life ....(trying not to freeze)

i am just a black girl, born on the west side...i bet u didnt know, raised on the south tho...let me give u a sec to understand ........i know the cops and street thugs, they both call me a bud and show luv...i walk through rooms with coke, rolled up joint, with ppl offerring me a smoke.( i say, no, --no joke)..come to church to find a hug, cuz i am sick of being so cold.....

i got the door to a better opportunity open for me...away from a life that is broke.....hear this out, 3 blocks from me a man killed his whole fam, a dealer is next to me, ---and what would u think my reality is......i just watch and not talk, u wouldnt believe it......me, not talking, the game for me is to blend in......know the right people....be in the right place....

errybody know not to be on vincenne past dark and dont go to school, yeah dont go to SCHOOL at nite, we got gang meetings and shooting, dealing, .....get out of here, no safe place.....no silent nites.......i cant help the next person out, cuz they got to first want to help themselves......cant be weak...dont hurt me, i wont hurt u....but always be on guard.....life is a battlefield...and i am just another souljah(soilder)

i am the person that speak with everyone, i am the person that get close to no one.....