Within a year many friends started family, starting a new life while some lost their life......
Some people dug holes for themselves and other set better goals for themselves...
I saw one of my friends drink alcohol when she was pregnant because she didn't want to have it...She waited last minute to get prenatel care. She had the baby...
While another friends visit me with the son she had freshman year, she had gave up smoking weed when she was pregnant. But now, she laugh with amusement talking about how her son can take a hit of weed like a "Man"
One of my friends from back home, decided to have an abortion. A month later after the baby would have been due, the Father was murdered....
A friend from Highschool, who was always the class clown in Elementary school but somehow went a little krazy and tense in High School . Was shot in the head and killed earlier this year.
More of friends do drugs now, ..I found out that atleast 2 people I know do Coke... these people are my age...Another friend of mines is a prositute....
I just wait, sit and wait for the next Bullshit to happen...no more surprises, because I expect it. My sisters can't even give me advice for Life anymore, because their morals are lower. My oldest use to be able to tell me anything, but now I realize she still have a street mentality. She lives on Chicago's southside. So I learn life lessons alone, because no one can really help me........So I write and write and think and think of something that will make things all better. Sometimes I come up with the solution that I should just leave ppl behind. My Uncle told me when he was driving me up to school freshman year, that sometimes it is okay to not come home because sometimes your old life messes up your new life. I thought about and I decided I couldn't do it. I have to stay with my fam through hard times and harder times....Maybe I will prove to them that life can be different.............................................................................................
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